Questions and more questions~~~~

while reading you talk about relationships, it made me ponder a little: how do you see... friendships? i mean, while it may be kinda off-topic, my curiosity about your takes on such a """""simple""""" thing makes me really wonder. and yeah this question is incredibly vague but DEAL WITH IT >:].

"I was incredibly passionate about justice. It answers future questions a bit now, but the difference between the me then and me now is how much it drives practically everything I do in life, from how I manage money to how intensely I study."

while it does explain some questions i was about to ask, would you mind expanding more about this? i mean, how does your passion for justice affect the way you manage money?

and twin, you're really prone to learning from others!! you're so genuinely... human [kinda hard for me to express it well, i'm doing my best to think about the correct words ARRRGH] this is one of the main things that fascinate me the most about you. this may be kinda intimate, and it is completely okay if you want to skip this question; was there something incredibly remarkable that you learned with someone? i don't mean "i've read this philosopher and really enjoyed his way of thinking" but more like having a conversation with a friend and completely changing the way you see things.

"It changed in the sense that no "positive" (additive) changes occurred, at least so far as I am aware, and instead only changed in the same way a steam-engine train stops chugging as much once there's little to no coal to propel itself... I know nothing about trains; I had to look up how oldschool trains work for this metaphor!"

I LOVE METAPHORS LIKE THIS YOU GET IT REALLY WELL. do you think it will stay like this?

"I was certainly inspired whilst reading a book that was written by a physician that worked for/with the MSF, though he did it mostly for adrenaline..."

PLEASE PLEASE SHARE THE BOOK TWIN

"still haven't gotten around to finishing it (your mentioning of it made me realize that I deleted the 'still reading' comment in my profile! I re-added that as of Aug. 6th) (is exposed for LARPer; take away my reading license please...I am genuinely so bad with follow through that I oftentimes fail to finish things that I really like! In fact, the only way I was able to finish Homestuck on my first round was through consumption of at least 8 caffeine pills per day DON'T DO THIS, IDK WHY IT HELPED ME SINCE CAFFEINE USUALLY MAKES ME SHAKE AND SWEAT); I think I should start over completely to both help myself remember it more and to see how I feel towards the attitudes of characters."

first things first, your reading license IS confiscated. deal with it. and EXCUSE ME????? 8. caffeine. pills. per day. WHY WERE YOU SO OBSSESSED WITH IT LIKE YOUR WHOLE LIFE DEPENDED ON IT??!??!?!?!?

and i feel you in not finishing things we like. it is taking me FOREVER to finish so many medias TwT, there's this book by Khalil Gibran, all the games i've bought [and some i want to but, such as Lost In Vivo, have you heard about it?], all the movies that are in my watch-list and all the recs my friends want me to watch, etc etc.

and lastly, i'm shocked with the fact you were kind of a misanthrope. i mean, looking at you now, that's an incredible change of perspective. i would've never guessed you used to be like that. the way i see you now is REALLY different from that;;

i still have tons of questions twin, but i don't want to think i'm interviewing you LOL i'm feeling like abumajamra from the provocações tv show that used to air back then [also rip to him]

also i hope you're okay with me glazing you this a lot, i do it genuinely!! it's just that i can't help but express how i feel sometimes. please lemme know if it is too much LOL

"Please do wax poetic about this to me if you desire! So, you are fascinated with observing other's internal workings coming into play/firing off, a bit like how we can observe the little jumping spider processing the world around itself? I may be misinterpreting it myself (for someone into philosophy, I am often WAY too literal/'dense' for my own good), hence my asking!"

nice question! and what a cute video omg TwT. it's kinda like that; i'm fascinated with understanding other's behaviours and the many "why's" they have in life. also, i want to know how they live, what makes them smile, what helps them during hard times, how they feel loved and what makes them feel loved and such;;

but instead of just observing and having it as a knowledge, i, for some reason, feel with them. deeply. when someone is happy, i genuinely feel happy too; when they are sad, i feel sad too. i'm a deep empath, and i have this thing where i feel others very intensely. you may laugh at this, but there are times when i need to pause a movie/series i'm watching because i'm feeling WAYY too much the characters HAHA; it happens quite a lot tho

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