first of all, yes! i do use firefox and am currently highlighting your texts. you have no idea how thankful i am that you created this whole page only to share your response,,
"I go off on tangents too much; let me know explicitly if you'd prefer me to try and keep it more brief in the future!"
and please don't worry about it!! i'll read everything, so please just do what you're most the most comfortable with :D
well twin, i guess i can start saying that your soul SHINES so much??? i mean, it makes me extra extra happy to have you as a friend on FR teheheh. anyways! i'll do my best to control my admiration -- but just know i'm already moved, i guess i made the right choice by asking you those questions.
you seem to have such a strong sense of justice. like, really noble motives; and i'm touched by them, especially because i relate heavily to almost everything [i'll talk about it later hehe]. it's so inspiring that you want to work with MSF! that makes me wonder, did you have any specific event that was the starting point for wanting that? [if you don't want to share then it's completely okay!!1]
"I haven't done it much lately since, surprise surprise, a lot of the classically intelligent students that also want to enter healthcare are god's strongest chuds and purposefully try to make me insane when they figure out that i am trans."
twin WTF. why the hell are some people so despisable like this. i mean, who TF are they to think there's something wrong with you being trans? for people who want to work in healthcare, they for sure lack basic empathy. anyways, sorry for my rant. but seriously, WTF.
and i'm sorry that you have to go through this.
talking about the way you live, i have some questions, as i'm VERYY curious to know more about you.
would you mind expanding more on this? "nigh absolute self determination";
ALSO!!! how much did your philosophy of life changed along the years? [i'm really proud of coming up with this question btw]. did you always have those strong feelings about the harm of civilians [or the "unnecessary suffering"]? like, to the point of really wanting to do something.
i want to knowwwwwwwwwwwqwwww
i'm afraid i'm asking far too many questions, i'll slow down my pace so i don't question-bomb you, heh.
kinda unrelated to anything specific you wrote, but what are your thoughts on capitalism and socialism?
"BTW I'm flooding ur PMs with my stuff; please tell me anything that you believe in! I like to learn of other's belief systems; learning of others' views on things usually also helps me refine, re-adjust, or simply expand my own worldview..."
please do!!! you're someone so interesting, i would love to hear more about your stuff! or just,, read, that's the correct word i guess. anyways, just know i'll be equally flooding yours aswell, even more then you hehe.
talking about my views, well, it's kinda... silly?
i mean, i enjoy seeing life in a whimsical way. i like to see everyone in a "spiritual" way, but that's the only way i've found to express it; i don't necessarily mean it in a religious way, but i like to see people genuinely,, like, really look in everyones eyes. really know what other people think, and get amazed - or not - in the process.
[have you read "The Brothers Karamazov" by Dostoevsky? i'm, also, like a person the staretz mentioned at the start of the book; someone who deeply loves humanity, while not enjoying the presence of specific types of people [aka those who harm others]].
my philosophy is curiosity, i want to know everything and everyone -- which is weird since i'm a huge introvert.
remember when i said i relate to almost everything? while i don't want to work with medicine, i have the dream of helping as many homeless and in-need people i can.
one day, i want to create a NGO that helps people, and the reason i want it so badly is because i can't stand the suffering of people and families who can't have even the basics for a human being.
my wish is to provide food, shelter and, if possible, help in education [which is a major issue here in Brazil].